An intense and infuriating story of abandonment and disturbing recollections of systematic institutional abuse. This book endeavours to illustrate the emotional journey of one man as he recounts his childhood and faces the harrowing memories which continue to haunt him to the present day... This gripping story of an ill equipped Care Authority that consequently entrusted him to unfit foster parents where he found himself at the mercy of their extreme regimental control and disciplinary procedure. Desuba takes the reader through a journey of heart wrenching abuse toward a heart warming enlightenment. Plotting out the story of the deceptions employed by tyrannical foster carers that continued to masquerade as one of the most highly regarded foster homes of in the South of England. The onslaught of abuse that transcended throughout the period of 'care' in their home resulted in the demoralisation and deep rooted sorrow, that still remains embedded in the mind, spirit and soul of a child now longing to know how the man whose reflection stares back at him in the mirror really came to be.
